easter holidays, hurray! i have so many plans over this week
+collect the rest of my chocolate :3
+theme park w/ chloe (my girlfriend <3)
+check out my new flat
+move into my new flat and out of the temporary place im staying
+watch the brand new season of 'game of thrones'
+sunday dinner at girlfriends next week (i dont know why but im dreading this)
anyone else have any fun plans over the holidays? spending time with special ones?
i got a haircut yesterday and i must say im looking sexier than usual haha, i also had to walk 14 miles or something and all down the back of my feet i have massive scabs with blood everywhere, the blood managed to get through my socks and all over my shoes there was that much -_-
also blocked my ex girlfriend yesterday, i wont be speaking to her ever again unless she bucks her ideas up, i dont have time for someone who says they love me but dont want to be a part of my life.... she was just holding me back, making me feel even more miserable every time she told me that i could never see her again... well i lost a bestfriend and someone i loved at the exact same time.... its unbelievable how she can say that she loves me and then not try to fix things, i call bullshit on her lies, who does she think she is? its obvious she just wants my attention because the second i say i dont care about her all of a sudden she tells me she loves me? i think she was just scared of losing someone who gave her affection, she is evil, pure evil.... she has practically destroyed me and thrown me out like im garbage....
she will never have someone who loved her as much as i did, she will never have a perfect match like we were, she will never be able to relive those special memories that we had and i will never speak to her or see her ever again because i would need good reason to unblock her and shes already made it clear what i am to her.... nothing.